Did I really just publicly declare
my virginity? That was my first thought when the unusually
bright sun cruelly burst through my windows at an ungodly hour this
morning. Have I lost my mind entirely? That was my second thought. I need to shop. That was my
third thought...rather liked the third thought.
my virginity? That was my first thought when the unusually
bright sun cruelly burst through my windows at an ungodly hour this
morning. Have I lost my mind entirely? That was my second thought. I need to shop. That was my
third thought...rather liked the third thought.
I've been fighting nerves on and off
all day, while annoying questions flooded my mind. Questions like:
Did I make the right decision? Can I follow through with this,
regardless of what people say?
all day, while annoying questions flooded my mind. Questions like:
Did I make the right decision? Can I follow through with this,
regardless of what people say?
If I don't carry on, I can't possibly
go shopping; shopping in my world means rewarding myself for some
sort of achievement, no matter how small, so long as it's something
of significance.
go shopping; shopping in my world means rewarding myself for some
sort of achievement, no matter how small, so long as it's something
of significance.
So, I have a choice: back out now or
continue on this journey, defeat fear, find love, and, um, shop.
continue on this journey, defeat fear, find love, and, um, shop.
Think I'll go with option two...for the shopping, if for nothing else. Just kidding, I won't back out now, despite my nerves, but I'm still going shopping. Handbag or a new pair of jeans? One can never have too much of either, particularly
when they are on sale.
when they are on sale.
Oh, and watching human-rum-for-the-nerves Johnny Depp all day certainly helps. Hot pirate, that one.
